Okay, So uhmm, Respect. Does anyone know what the FUCK that is ?! Personally I’ve always seen myself as a person who’s gunna respect you if you respect me back. And if I do you wrong ima take full blame for it. And if I do that too you I’d never do it in front of people or family or anything of that kind. I just don’t understand what in the hell makes you wanna disrespect someone in front of a WHOLE group of people or disrespect them in general? You think it’s funny when it’s really not, it’s FUCKING CHILDSH I think if you really got something serious to say to someone that could hurt them or put them on blast and you actually mean it when you say you care about them you wouldn’t do it in front of a whole group of fucking people. It’s so fucking stupid to me that people act that way. WHY seriously WHY? Cause you know your ass would go OFF if some put you on blast wouldn’t you? I SWEAR I’m too nice to people. Seriously ima stop being so nice and friendly people because obviously you think it means you can make a effin joke of me and ima just sit there??! I’m over that seriously from now on if you piss me off ima let you know it FOR SURE so damn tired of being nice and giving people hints to stfu. Now ima just seriously no more funny business. Ima Just Let You Know Alright? Cool.
Jealously. The green eyed monster they say.. And I can see why. I honestly have never been the jealous type, but like when you tell me you like someone else right in my face it kinda bothers me. iono if it’s just me but like telling me all the other people you like and you can see yourself with and all that. Then whats the point in being with me if you see all these effin people you like and wanna be with? I feel like i’m just a waste of your time. It’s weird though cause it would never bother me before and it probably wouldn’t if it wasn’t for almost everytime i see you or we are together you tell me about someone else? I know for a fact you wouldn’t cheat on me, and you know for a fact you can have who ever you want. WHY are you doing this then?
Just woke up watching jennifer’s body of ALL THINGS. I don’t like scary movies but this actaully not too scary right now but i do feel like hot girls can’t be trusted!! they turn into monsters and EAT you D:. I’m glad melynn didn’t eat me -.-. But now i decided that i’m no longer ever dating a hot girl ugly is the way to go!! :D or semi pretty cause they don’t eat people ^.^. I’m pretty sure you can tell by now im like halfa kidding.. Kinda not though lol, anyway it’s monday!!! and my dog is still outside i should go get him lol BRB… okay i got him and now im pissed cause my uncle is over and my dog is MAKING ME MAD CAUSE HE KEEPS BARKING for no reason. I swear my dog is annoying as hell sometimes. HE doesn’t even know why he’s barking gosh. Any way a slow week ahead might as well make the best of it.
OKAY. So, maybe it’s just my parents that taught me how to have a respectful conversation with someone but last time i checked saying See ya, Later , Bye , Goodbye , ttyl, or SOMETHING when you end a convo is what you’re suppose to do nothingPISSES ME OFF MORE than when people just hang up the EFFIN PHONE omg i hate having convos without closure cause you need closure in pretty much everything you do or nothing will be settled OMG OMG OMG OMG that just pisses me off like it’s absolutely NOT right to me not to say something i feel like you don’t wanna ever talk to me again or the convo wasn’t over and you had something else to say like SERIOUSLY if that’s the case
DONT CALL ME EVERRRRRRRRRR AGAIN if you don’t know how to have a conversation correctly.
I’m afraid of getting hurt again by you. Everything might seem perfect on the surface but behind it all a few things are being Left Unsaid.. and those few are the things that scare me the most. I’m just one of those people who don’t want to waste my time on something when i know it’ll be nothing in the end. I do believe in that of the only way to get something perfect is through many mistakes.. But i believe i’ve made all the mistakes needed to be happy.. And most importantly be happy with you. With that sad i promise to you not to mess things up again if you promise to be truthful and caring towards me and i promise everything will be okay.. Everything..